Respect your own name
Unless you're trying to tell me that your mum and dad gave you a name called passerby
Cause if your name is really called passerby, i'm so going get your autograph
And ohhhh, if your name is fuck you, on the tag board
I'm so going to laugh more,cause the person who name you could not think of any other english words
So he/she needs education on choosing names
So you should get my point by now, so welcome.
Im Zandra;
Gave my mum 2hrs of *constipation* on 10.10.95
Currently studying in
SACPS SACSS
2/6
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Monday, October 6, 2008 @ Monday, October 06, 2008
Never take things for granted. Specially time and friends;Alritee, today had history. Had some difficulties.. I don't think i'll do well? Serve me right for not really studying well. Well , still thanking u god for helping me through question. Hinting me some question thanks for everything. I don't deserve to pass most my exams.. But w/ ur grace.. Yea.. No one cares actually. Except some of my real true bestie.. Just that we're seperated. Some friend they just don't rmb a thing or care at all. All they want is to enjoy those good time and do things their way. Hurting you real deep, if they don't want to do these they'll leave you. Real bestie will plan things ahead of time and make ur day enjoyable specially that special day. They'll make arragement for things. Maybe, i have been all alone in this class after all. Just with some support from good friend... I'm tired of putting on a fake smile. Sometime I feel that i'm just all alone. "zandra no one cares at all. They just tired of you." Real bestie scold u for ur wrong things . Friend only just encourage u scolding the person who did it to you. They don't give a damn. They rather get u into more trouble den letting u hate u n geting out of trouble. I see you real angry with me. I can't do a thing about it. But I'm just TIRED. I'm tired of putting on a fake smile, mask, and tolerating the way how you all treat me? I feel like this some phatom of the oprea. I'm the ugly beast putting on that mask. Trying to be happy, doing things that you want . I'm sick and tired! " Hate me for all i care, cause i don't live to impress everyone. I be myself and change some negative points" That was always that i said to myself. But in the end? I'm still hanging by the cliff, trying to hang as long as possible. Waiting for some kind stranger to pull me up. You're taking all my friends away. Yes some said they'll stand by me . But they got their own friend. I don't wanna drag them down. Let me rot deeply inside till this year is over. I'm feel like breaking down now? Count to ten second and those dreams will be gone. Or maybe people just detest who you really are zandra.