Unless you're trying to tell me that your mum and dad gave you a name called passerby
I'm so going to laugh more,cause the person who name you could not think of any other english words
Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ Sunday, October 26, 2008
I want to laser my eye badly
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ Saturday, October 25, 2008
Helloooooooo. I got my report book a few days ago. My marks are not really to my expectation but.. I'm quite surprised by my positon though. Cause my friends studied much harder than me . Well , god blessing is w / me :D Praise the lord xD So um. Ystd, had training . Didn't do our warm up runs, cause it's raining . So we did some fitness thing , not really i guess. It was okay.. Later did some other things, i do until dam funny siah . Anyways, went home. Later went jurong west , a shot to fame was awesome . The singers, dancers there were quite awesome siah. Some singers, the voice dam power. Specially 1 , 1 girl is like 14 , she sang, I turn to you. She hit the note, how power is that :D Dn um, today. Had some event. Tiring for me, shan't go to details. Skip :D So.. Nothing much , Haha
Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ Saturday, October 18, 2008
I GOT BACK MY HANDPHONE ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Miss it so much siah Alritee, ystd didn't had chance to blog so..
FridaySame thing, went school , just that in air-con room. Then.. After school ended, I get back my hand phoneeeeeee :D. But , batt totally flat, so i could not on. Then, i realise that i there is netball practice, cause i saw the senoirs and junoirs there. Didn't bring my attire and like not really feeling well. So i didn't go :/ Went back home w/ bella. Charged my phone a while. When i on my phone, i realise that , i missed all the msg-es bout photo taking and training practices and stuff. Went train-ed to boon lay, had EDGE meeting. Fun yea, elea did fashion show. Sexy aye :D Then , by the time i went home quite late arldy.
TodayNothing much, same thing . Just 2 people didn't come. I don't know why these few days i feel like my head ache is killing me. Borrowed ' Accuracy of death' DVD. Quite boring for me , i watched half way don't want to watch arldy. So much for high hopes of thinking that it's nice
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Thanks Shannon, Karina, Priscilla, Pei Lin, Denisha, Germaine and Eleanor for the present / card and wishes :D Thankkkkkkk yoooooou.
They ask me go for course, some brain training thingy. To like exercise ? I feel like a complete idoit there. Nearly died there. Went back, they don't allow me to check paper D: When they allow a few girls to check 2 paper maxium D: . Ystd she said that i could check 2 paper . She went back on her words. D:. I took a quick look at my mark, vanissa help me check my paper and help me take down my mark :D Thanks. Not really happy w/ my marks :/ It's like , I studied hard for EOY seh. Specially GG, study like crazy, still get so low D: map skill must pull me down alot . Dammit , science didn't get the mark tht i expected.. I just hope i can pass my english overall D:
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Thanks for the cake :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. Thank you , Vanissa, Shannon, Ying Xiu and Karina for waiting for me :D . Yar , thanks for everything. *crying* x'D. Thanks for being a true friend :D
Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ Sunday, October 12, 2008
okay i'm feeling slightly better. Thanks for all those encouragement all those wishes..
Shannon i should be the one saying sorry :/
-Don't sms my hp for time being.
Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ Saturday, October 11, 2008
I'm such an ass, all i do is to bring trouble to people . I'm a super sensetive shit ass. I should be saying sorry to all those people, specially my friends. I'm sorry if i had hurt you in anyways. Scold me if that makes you feel much better. Sorry for being such a nusiance , sensetive , irratating, ignorant, unrepentent holebag. I'm sorry.
@ Saturday, October 11, 2008
I'm such a dumb ass, I'm sorry for bring all those trouble to you all. I know nothing i've said will help. If i didn't exist in this world, nothing like this will happen. U all would not get drag into this, I'm sorry. Slap me if that makes u all feel better, i'll gladly take the slap then u keeping those hatred in ur heart. Take it out on me, I'll feel much better like this . I owe u all big time , all i do is to keep getting into trouble , Sorry for dragging u all into this.
Love,
Zandra
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 @ Tuesday, October 07, 2008
To my dearest vanissa: Cheer up man.U're asking me to cheer up but u gotta to cheer up yourself first yar? Being sad or frowning doesn't makes you sexier? Instead you get more wrinkles. Yes i'm not good in words but i'm searching my volcabulary in my brain? Okay back to the point. Now singapore so cold cause you're dam sad la . If you just give a real smiles, feeling a little better. Singapore would be much a happier place for me seeing that my dearest Vanissa chua is feeling much better yea. Yes I may not know what had happened or what. I just want to tell you that everytime in life we'll feel dam broken. But we gotta to move on. There is no point broading over it yar. Just that , i'll be for you to give my my bony listening ears. & my bony hand to smack it if you're really upset and need to vent your anger. Get well soon and stop being so depressed :D
Monday, October 6, 2008 @ Monday, October 06, 2008
When you turn around and look, before your smile dissapears. It's all gone. All these while they have been lieing;
@ Monday, October 06, 2008
Never take things for granted. Specially time and friends;Alritee, today had history. Had some difficulties.. I don't think i'll do well? Serve me right for not really studying well. Well , still thanking u god for helping me through question. Hinting me some question thanks for everything. I don't deserve to pass most my exams.. But w/ ur grace.. Yea.. No one cares actually. Except some of my real true bestie.. Just that we're seperated. Some friend they just don't rmb a thing or care at all. All they want is to enjoy those good time and do things their way. Hurting you real deep, if they don't want to do these they'll leave you. Real bestie will plan things ahead of time and make ur day enjoyable specially that special day. They'll make arragement for things. Maybe, i have been all alone in this class after all. Just with some support from good friend... I'm tired of putting on a fake smile. Sometime I feel that i'm just all alone. "zandra no one cares at all. They just tired of you." Real bestie scold u for ur wrong things . Friend only just encourage u scolding the person who did it to you. They don't give a damn. They rather get u into more trouble den letting u hate u n geting out of trouble. I see you real angry with me. I can't do a thing about it. But I'm just TIRED. I'm tired of putting on a fake smile, mask, and tolerating the way how you all treat me? I feel like this some phatom of the oprea. I'm the ugly beast putting on that mask. Trying to be happy, doing things that you want . I'm sick and tired! " Hate me for all i care, cause i don't live to impress everyone. I be myself and change some negative points" That was always that i said to myself. But in the end? I'm still hanging by the cliff, trying to hang as long as possible. Waiting for some kind stranger to pull me up. You're taking all my friends away. Yes some said they'll stand by me . But they got their own friend. I don't wanna drag them down. Let me rot deeply inside till this year is over. I'm feel like breaking down now? Count to ten second and those dreams will be gone. Or maybe people just detest who you really are zandra.
Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ Sunday, October 05, 2008
"Hello doctor, I have studied 10 hours just for this blood test I am going to take today! I am so excited! I hope i get distiction"Okay.. I have studied like a few hours today through out my life time. I study 1 h wanna time arldy. Haha i'm proud of myself :x . Anyways.. Tml is going be a stressful tiring day.. I'm going back to my studying . Jy everyone.
Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ Thursday, October 02, 2008
Now what? U told me yes u like. but u're making any freeking action? Wanna me make d move ? Eat some shit please. Okay i'm tired. i scared of everything . i don't wanna retain. i just have s osm anydjkashdkahdakjshdkjashdkj h fear
Wednesday, October 1, 2008 @ Wednesday, October 01, 2008
okay . forget what isaid about posting :x . today was.. okay. English compo. I don't hav a good feeling about it. Oral, totally suck man. I don't know how to read words. Crazy one the person who make d passage. Bang d wall la . Make so hard. Only people like u can read. Okay continueing . I went talk about d wrong topic siah . How smart isit . I cracked my knuckle dam loud in d room. Teacher give me this smile . I'm scared. :/ Anyways , aft oral. Me, yx, n vani went to somewhere at shop and save thr. Eat. Thanks yx for lending me money . I broke arldy. Donate to me please , Do a kind deed. God will bless u man ! Den we went to shop and save to "advertise" cause raining .

Vanissa doing a Sunsilk advertisement 'Soft and silky hair' LOL.

Ying xiu flirting around with cardboard ! Aiyo, cardboard also don't want to let go. He's some F1 racer.
& O yea , we made some vidoes. Quite nice but.. Ps la ! Don'twanna upload . Make a joke of ourself :x/

Presenting to u.... BIG BRAINS :D
Went home , nothing much aft that. Parents had some BBQ, i stood there like an idoit. Dammit.
Aft exams i'm going to un-private it arldy :D
yes i'm upset. I just can trust anymore.. But i'm letting it go .